Used to miss it but now i hate it

Where have my motivation gone to?
I really need to overcome it but the problem is how?
Ask lots of people for advise but I just failed to do so..
Its hard...
Nobody know how and what to do...
Have the mood to give up but I can't,,
I really don't want to disappoint those who have putting high hope on me..
I really don't want to give up..
Need to find my motivation back...