What am I trying to do?

I really don't know myself..
Did i take the wrong path?~
What should I do now?Feeling so burden...
Trying my best but i can't do it...
Have been asking myself?But I just can't find a answer...
First week and i feel like giving up...
I really don't want to disappoint those who have high hopes on me...
But I really have no ideas what step I should take..


Why am I feeling this way?
God,please guide me along the way..

Feeling so burden that I begin to think that all of them hate me..
What should I do?
I start to lose hope..
The light in front of me is getting dimmer~
Going to lose the way...

Please..someone,just pull me out from this darkness~